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Monday, November 16, 2009

LADIES BE A DAM BAD ASS AND GET ON YOUR VIDEO PHONE AND I DONT MEAN TO CHAT !!!



PASS ME SOME THIGH HIGH BOOTS AND A LEOTARD AND A DAM VIDEO PHONE BEYONCE TOLD ME I HAVE ALL RIGHT TO BE A COMPLETE BAD ASS ..THAT VIDEO WAS FIRE!!! AND LADY GAGA U GO GIRL I BEEN A NICE GIRL FOR 2 LONG .... THIS VIDEO IS A MUST SEE .....>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>http://wg7sy.th8.us/ (MUCH LOVE TO NECOLE BITCHIE FOR THE LINK)

Thursday, November 5, 2009

MELANIE FIONA.....The soul of new age R&B



Its very rare these days when you have not only a beautiful female R&B singer but who is beautiful and who can truly sing....... MELANIE FIONA is amazing and her voice is Golden !!! I love the new single " It Kills Me"!!!!!!! http://universalmotown.com/videos/playlist.aspx?plid=1457712391&v=42511227001&aid=0

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Give Credit Where Credit is Due!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love u BOO!!!





Friends are brought into your life for the simple purpose of being your back bone when you feel like Gumby and can’t stand straight……..I didn’t have a title for my blog until I remembered the name one of my closest friends gave me “Beautiful Disaster" she picked that name for a very sentimental reason and I will cherish it forever …I will always know her as Laura but to the world she is known as “ElleSparks” one of the finest tattoo artist in New Jersey I will cherish her love and her friendship forever …(she might say I’m being cheesy) but I love her !!!
*** If you embrace me you embrace her*** http://www.myspace.com/elle_sparks

Another Powerful woman that brings joy to my life …….Author: Darnella Ford


BELONG by Darnella Ford

Every time I step into a room I disappear
And even though you see me now--
Still, I am not here
I fell somewhere between the cracks
And I feel them getting wider--
Have YOU ever seen the world
Through the eyes of an outsider?
Belonging for me was something that often fell beyond my range--
The things that most defined as normal
I often thought were strange.
I often stare at others--
Almost everyone I see,
Asking through a voiceless whisper, "Do you feel like me?"
I want to know if you feel like me.
But no one quite admits it
At least they don't out loud,
And people bleed to bind themselves and fit within the crowd.
Where does one go from here?
Don't tell me this is it--
Wherein lies the "Promised Land" for those who just don't fit?
For I know that I must belong to something.
I belong to those who love me
My friends and next of kin,
But foremost I am also a child of God
So I know I belong to him--
I belong to the Earth
Composed of dust as I stand here--
I am the fire, wind-rain and sun
I am a child of atmosphere.
I belong to all that's breathing
And this much I know is true--
And even if I never fit in
I still belong to y-o-u
And that makes us connected
At least from what I see,
And it stands to reason that if I belong to you--
Then every single one of you belong to me.
And I cannot separate us--not one from the other
And you are just as much my sister
As your neighbor is my brother.
So, this is my authentic answer
And I don't need it to be right or wrong,
Poetically speaking, this is my summation
Of the "world" where I belong.
Please embrace her and check out her Website she is an amazing author....http://www.darnella.com/darnella/home.html

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

We ....Well I'm not mad at chris ...WE all make mistakes but he is BACK!!!!


" Chris Says....I can transform ya !!!" ........
Well the video is very cute and creative he gets a diva point from me !!!! (yes men can have diva points...it just means they were approved by a true diva :) )

Sister Lessons ....We all need them!!!

Sometimes when you think you are alone you just never know who is in your corner! I can never say thank you enough times to my cousin Natasha as she watched me get caught up in random things….she took the advice she gave me to heal many women all over!!! To know her is to love her she is amazing!!!

Originally from New Jersey, Natasha Munson never intended to write a series of books. Instead, her primary goal was to save her teenage cousin (That would be ME)… from making some of the same choices that had led Natasha to living a life she hated. She wanted to find a way to reach her heart without preaching or yelling at her. So, Natasha began writing down all the lessons she had learned in life. She wrote about everything she had endured, including every piece of wisdom she wished someone had shared with her about life, love, money and relationships.

If you embrace me you embrace her: http://www.sisterlessons.com/index.htm!!!!!

The Diva Shoe Masquerade !!!!!!!!





Trust me when I tell you; when you have “The Red Bottoms” on your feet no one will ever question just how much of a diva you are !!!!!!!!!!!!!! (The red bottoms make all the pain go away )!!!

Who is the baddest CHIC!!!!! :) WE LUV COSMO MAGGG!!!


Ok….All my Random dolls…….Cosmopolitan Magazine wants to know wants to know what’s the naughtiest thing you have ever done …….. This is definitely for us random girls ….since we live in all our randomness I know we have gotten into some trouble (and we loved every minute of it)!!! Click on post title and submit!!!!!

Friday, October 23, 2009

Rihanna - Russian Roulette (LUV HER)


Rihanna is back and better than ever ....nobody was going to write her off...a true female who embodies the essence of "Beautiful Disaster"

Let’s be Clear!!!

A great author by the name of Darnella Ford said it best when she quoted... “My life and my dreams...I could have split in two because the pain was so great and Dissolved into nothing because the hurt ran so deep, and disappeared without a fight or a breath or a hope or a reason to ever wake up again but I didn’t and that makes my interest in life all the better.”
A disaster can be considered to be an overwhelming ecological disruption occurring on a scale sufficient to require outside assistance…..Many people quote that after the storm the rainbow appears. In life you will encounter disasters you will cry , cut, kill , scream, fuck, punch , smile , laugh , pray and eventually overcome with or without any assistance but in the end the disaster passes and the rainbow appears you see yourself in a more beautiful light. So at some point in your life you encountered a beautiful disaster became a beautiful disaster, or you became beautiful after the disaster but the entire time you were always beautiful.
Authors like Natasha Munson, Darnella Ford, and Elizabeth Wurtzel remind us of the power that you gain at your darkest moment you may not know that you embody that power, but before your journey called life is over you will have tapped into that inner strength.
Acceptance is the point in any female’s life where she tells herself no matter what she will be ok. For years I have watched beautiful women mask their beauty with the obvious “Makeup” & “Self Augmentation” ….oh I will never point the finger because I am just as guilty!! I have also seen women mask their beauty and numb pain through drugs, sex, money, men, alcohol and numerous other things. I am not an angel nor do I profess to be a fucking saint I’ve done my share of dirt and sat in the filth of my pain but somewhere down the line I decided that …fuck this shit I’ve been at the bottom and now it’s time I show myself to the top. I decided I want to embrace all my femininity and my sexuality so that I can be the best damn woman I can be until my time on this place called earth is done.
My blog is so random I am a college graduate and currently in graduate school, I model, I sing, I dance …shit I even worked in prisons and still would go back at any given moment. I can call myself a scatter brain because I just want to do random things sometimes good things and sometimes things I know I have no business doing!!!! But it’s my life and I can only live for me so I decided if I want it I will take it or will work for it.
So with me being in love with all my randomness welcome to my “BEAUTIFUL DISATER” THE BLOG THAT EMBRACES EVERYTHING!!!!!!! ENJOY LUV TIFF

The Best Motivational Speaker in the world

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